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*artfreak116:iconartfreak116:

is truly happy....  

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  • Deviant since Nov 1, 2006, 6:46 PM
  • Subscribed until Aug 4, 2008, 1:30 PM
  • 120 Deviations
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  • 691 Deviation Comments
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  • 2 Forum Posts
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..::dude::..

Journal Entry: Thu May 15, 2008, 10:00 AM
  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: people talk about random things..
  • Reading: RACHEL'S TEARS by beth nimmo & darrell scott
  • Watching: video of cassie bernall..
  • Eating: cookies that i made..
CLUBS - :iconnarutofanclub: :iconnarutofanclub22: :iconshinigami-club: :iconclub-bleach:

I <3 CALI!! :iconcaliwings:

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holy moly.
16 days until im 16!!
ha..too bad its not the sixteenth..

i had a friend who's birthday was on the sixteenth and it was sixteen days until her sixteenth birthday..
weirdness..

but ya..nothing much is happening..
except this stupid comp is freaking again..
and i lost all the files ive been working on for the past like month..
and what does that mean??

MAJOR research paper = GONE..
persuasive speech & powerpoint = GONE..
*Tobitkiwi's colored version = HALF COLOR UNDONE..
and a bunch of other things are gone too..
like notes for classes that i have major tests coming up for..

it seems like every time my comp seems to like me..
it goes haywire the next week..


on other terms..ive turned my life around..
ive always believed in Christ..
but not in this way..
ive let God take control..COMPLETE CONTROL..
and you know what?? im actually happy now..
this is the happiest ive EVER felt..
i owe all of this to Cassie Bernall, Rachel Scott, and both of their families..
they wrote books about their daughters..and their stories have changed my life..

if you're wondering who Cassie and Rachel are..
they were victims of the columbine shooting on april 20, 1999..
they were asked by shooters Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold if they believed in God..
they both died..what was their answer?? it was "YES"..

if you want to read about them and their amazing life before their death..
read "She Said Yes" by Misty Bernall & "Rachel's Tears" by Beth Nimmo & Darrell Scott..
they are truly the most inspirational books i have ever read..
thank-you Lord..

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1. Introduction
2. Love - [link]
3. Light
4. Dark - [link]
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven - [link]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again - coming soon..
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence - coming soon..
16. Questioning
17. Blood - [link]
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain - [link]
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes - [link]
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads - [link]
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood - [link]
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance - [link]
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper - [link]
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have - [link]
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 15..can i be 16 yet?? i want me licence..
  • Current Residence: in my cardboard box..
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: adult small..
  • Interests: drawing & photography & manga/anime & MUSIC
  • Favourite movie: too many..
  • Favourite band or musician: too many to list..trust me..
  • Favourite genre of music: anything but country..literally..
  • Favourite artist: all my watchers and people i watch..
  • Favourite poet or writer: caliwings
  • Favourite style or digital art: manga/anime
  • Operating System: pencil..and sharpie..
  • MP3 player of choice: the ipod of mine that never has any battery power..and that now likes to skip some of my fav songs..
  • Wallpaper of choice: kakashi, gaara, or FMA..
  • Favourite game: Naruto: Rise of a ninja (xbox 360)..
  • Favourite gaming platform: xbox 360..
  • Favourite cartoon character: any char thats not too annoying..(haruno sakura is too annoying)..
  • Personal Quote: if you dont like who i am..get over it..i wont ever change for anyone..
  • Tools of the Trade: anything that gets the job done..

Devious Comments

*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: 2 days 14 hours ago
no problem!! i love the pose you sketched her in..

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."

"I'm afraid of happy people. They're chemically unbalanced."

[link]
~patchy-cat:iconpatchy-cat: 2 days 19 hours ago
Thanks for the fav on [link]
:hug:
*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: 4 days 20 hours ago
no problem!!

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."

"I'm afraid of happy people. They're chemically unbalanced."

[link]
~Club-Bleach:iconClub-Bleach: May 9, 2008, 10:40:14 PM
Thanks for watching this club! =D
*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: May 8, 2008, 9:32:33 AM
:nod: no problem!!

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."

"I'm afraid of happy people. They're chemically unbalanced."

[link]
~MundoNiGenny62984:iconMundoNiGenny62984: May 8, 2008, 7:59:09 AM
thanks for the favorite

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"Whenever you see something you think you can't do. Just say "You can. Limits are something but it shouldn't stop you from trying.
*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: May 8, 2008, 7:36:31 AM
no problem!!

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."

"I'm afraid of happy people. They're chemically unbalanced."
~firstkiralight:iconfirstkiralight: May 7, 2008, 11:26:05 PM
thanks for the fave.. ^_^

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"I want you to love me, but I dont think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

-lines from "Sen no Yoru wo Koete"
*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: May 6, 2008, 6:02:57 AM
gah..ya..im a total bleach addict..

ya..i actually watch that account i believe..

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."

"I'm afraid of happy people. They're chemically unbalanced."
*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: May 6, 2008, 6:00:01 AM
no problem!!
sweet twirly thing!!

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."

"I'm afraid of happy people. They're chemically unbalanced."
~FieryStampede:iconFieryStampede: May 5, 2008, 4:38:34 PM
Thanks for the fave-add!!! I didn't know you were a bleach-head!! I think you've faved some of my works as :iconsarutobiscrystalball: Thanks again!!!

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Please give any and all criticism. This is the means to improving one's self.

Thanks for 5K views on In the Human World - part2!!!!
=blood-sharingan:iconblood-sharingan: May 4, 2008, 11:17:10 PM
:butterflytwo:
Thanks alot for the :+fav::iconspinplz:



:butterflytwo:


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The more people I meet the more I like my dog
*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: Apr 22, 2008, 5:07:18 PM
no problem!!
lolz..

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."
-Peyton Sawyer
~Fishy716:iconFishy716: Apr 22, 2008, 1:28:42 PM
Thanks for all the favorites :3
(Gracias Por Favor) lolz

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True accomplishments are defined to be beyond you.
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Those who are lost are never really lost, if u look hard enough you can find them.
*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: Apr 19, 2008, 5:08:37 PM
^_^ no problem!!

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."
-Peyton Sawyer
*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: Apr 19, 2008, 5:06:36 PM
no problem!! ^_^

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."
-Peyton Sawyer
~kien2040:iconkien2040: Apr 19, 2008, 8:13:42 AM
thanks for the :+fav:

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"there are monsters beneath your bed and their coming to get you..." :evileyes: :evillaugh:
~atsumi24:iconatsumi24: Apr 18, 2008, 11:30:40 AM
Thanks for the fave!

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Like I really care.
-Aviie by YoruRyu
*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: Apr 18, 2008, 9:21:42 AM
^_^ no problem..

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."
-Peyton Sawyer
*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: Apr 18, 2008, 9:21:26 AM
no prob!! ^_^

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."
-Peyton Sawyer
*artfreak116:iconartfreak116: Apr 18, 2008, 9:21:13 AM
no problem!!

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"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Six billion people. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is ONE."
-Peyton Sawyer