CLUBS -

I <3 CALI!!

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holy moly.
16 days until im 16!!
ha..too bad its not the sixteenth..

i had a friend who's birthday was on the sixteenth and it was sixteen days until her sixteenth birthday..
weirdness..

but ya..nothing much is happening..
except this stupid comp is freaking again..
and i lost all the files ive been working on for the past like month..
and what does that mean??

MAJOR research paper = GONE..
persuasive speech & powerpoint = GONE..
*Tobitkiwi's colored version = HALF COLOR UNDONE..
and a bunch of other things are gone too..
like notes for classes that i have major tests coming up for..

it seems like every time my comp seems to like me..
it goes haywire the next week..


on other terms..ive turned my life around..
ive always believed in Christ..
but not in this way..
ive let God take control..COMPLETE CONTROL..
and you know what?? im actually happy now..
this is the happiest ive EVER felt..
i owe all of this to Cassie Bernall, Rachel Scott, and both of their families..
they wrote books about their daughters..and their stories have changed my life..

if you're wondering who Cassie and Rachel are..
they were victims of the columbine shooting on april 20, 1999..
they were asked by shooters Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold if they believed in God..
they both died..what was their answer?? it was "YES"..

if you want to read about them and their amazing life before their death..
read "She Said Yes" by Misty Bernall & "Rachel's Tears" by Beth Nimmo & Darrell Scott..
they are truly the most inspirational books i have ever read..
_{thank-you Lord..}

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1. Introduction
2. Love - [link]
3. Light
4. Dark - [link]
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven - [link]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again - coming soon..
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence - coming soon..
16. Questioning
17. Blood - [link]
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain - [link]
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes - [link]
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads - [link]
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood - [link]
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance - [link]
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper - [link]
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have - [link]
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation